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Backfire

So.  We’ve got all of these “things”  and “techniques” designed to help Camper fall asleep and stay asleep for a few hours at a time.  First there is the lavendar lotion and bath wash provided by Johnson and Johnson, the miracle blanket, a warm bottle, then the newly aquired white noise CD we got off itunes.  (Cheaper than a white noise machine…for SHIZ).  But here’s the problem.  If the baby somehow catches on and puts up his defenses, all of these things still make ME tired.  I see him all comfy swaddled and wish it were me.  I feel his warm bottle and it makes me want some hot chocolate.  And after I’ve given him a warm bath and rubbed him down with sleepytime lavender, I walk around with my eyes half open in a crazy tired daze trying not to wet myself while listening to songs entited things like “Mountain Stream” and “Canyon River.”

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