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Not Manly at All

Tuesday, January 20th, 2009

The title of this post refers to a quote found in a letter from my dear friend Lindsey.  A REAL letter.  With a stamp.  She’s good at those, better than me anyway.

Just for the record, Lindsey is a firm supporter of Obama and a very political gal, again…more than me.  She actually went and met him this past year whilst he was touring the country and got to shake his hand.  Of the experience she said:

It was a surreal moment.  His hands are very soft.  Not manly at all, though I suppose he is shaking, washing and moisturizing numerous times a day on the trail.

Yes.  It was my favorite part of her letter.  Haha.  I thought it was a good tidbit to share in light of the Inauguration today.

To celebrate the event I started the day out with an ultrasound to check my gallbladder.  All is clear on that front.  Both both a relief and a frustration at the same time.  Perhaps more on that later when I get over the sheer frustration that I won’t have a surgery and feel better…but rather might get to avoid cheese and whoppers and Chinese food and all the best food for the rest of my life.

After we got some doughnuts (and a bagel for me) from Dunkin Donuts (THANK GOODNESS FOR THE EAST COAST!) we got home and chilled with the fam for a bit.  When the inauguration started we jumped back into our unmade bed (hardly ever happens, I swear) with our baby boy and settled in to watch.  It felt really special sitting there, showing our baby boy how this country works, having him feel our anticipation at the changes taking place and the hope we have that a politician will one day have the ability to fulfill his or her promises.  He won’t remember when we toke him to vote or the day the first black president was sworn into office.  It’s amazing to think that my son will grow up in a more open-minded world.  It’s a good feeling.

After the election it was time for dishes and laundry and scrubbing the bathroom and all the daily work to do be done around le house.  I am also now re-employed at my old place of business, this time as a freelance web content writer.  I’ve been struggling with the decision to try to find a job of my own, and finally remembered the opportunity back in Utah.  I can work from home and hopefully help us over the hump a bit until John finds a job.  Keep praying everyone, he has applied to so many places and more every day, and I know that we will get something good soon.  Stupid economy.

That’s the report for now.  New president, sleeping baby, clean gallbladder…I’d say it’s been a good day.

Advice for Camper-Stuff

Saturday, January 17th, 2009

So Camper’s crib was recalled.  Well, the NOTICE I got said that it was recalled, when I talked to the angry woman on the phone about it after a multi-day many hour attempt to get ANYONE on the phone she said,

“It’s not the crib.  It’s the brackets.  The brackets are recalled.”

Thanks.  That’s helpful.  So about getting them soon…she said…

“30-35 days.”

Well yes.  That’s what would happen when you have to send new brackets to anyone that bought a crib in the years 2008-2009.

So now we’re seriously considering buy a new crib.  Just because we are so thoroughly upset by the way this company STORKCRAFT has treated us on the phone and through their crappy bracketmaking.

So I’m asking you all- what kind of crib do you have?  We want simple.  We want affordable.  I don’t think I even want a stages one at this point.  Who knows what we’ll do with the one we have.  I used to love it.   Now it makes me mad.

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Look.  Even that penguin looks ticked.

We are also in the market for a high chair…what has worked for you?  Let me know!

How about THIS.  In the spirit of all the giveaways I witness on blogs all over the place- if we pick your recommendation we will send you a THANK YOU of some sort.  Something fun.  Not homemade.  Promise.  I will tell you what it is when I figure it out.

For shiz a real grinder.

Saturday, January 17th, 2009

Camper is napping like a champ.  We left him home with Grandma to go to the grocery store, etc. (a luxury that I’m enjoying while I have…not having to drag poor baby out into the cold or maneuver him around crowded stores) and when we got home his report read: sleepy.  I just went in to check on him and he opened his eyes, looked at me, then sighed, smacked his lips, wiggled a wee and went back to sleep.  I’m attributing it to a long car ride yesterday to CT to see family, and all the fun commotion that goes with said trip.

We visited for a bit with Auntie and Co. and The Bubbs seemed to enjoy himself mightly.  So did I, as I got to eat this.

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A regular grinder.  Made with NOT GENOA salami.  The food of my youth.

And Camper got to try and fall in love with this (the one he tried was red.  Now they seem to only sell blue!):

0002708457221_215x215Which just happens to be her Christmas present to him.  Galloping fun jumperoo! It’s on it’s way!

Really it was just nice to visit with family and go back to the place where I was born, drive around to some of the houses I lived in and some of the schools I attended and catch up with people I don’t get to just chat with often.

The drive home yielded many an interesting conversation with John, my mother and ME.  For instance…why do people buy those squishy toilet seats?  And WHY and HOW do they always end up ripped, in the SAME SPOT?!?  It seems like somewhere out there should design a cushy toilet seat (if they must) with an extra strong right frontal area…because I cannot count the number of times I’ve gone to someone’s house and had “to go”…and been disheartened, disturbed, really, to find myself sitting on their squish (how awful) with a piece of ripped vinal digging in to the area below my right butt cheek and above my right thigh.

Anyway.  So yes.  We indeed had a good time whilst in CT and during the commute.

And the doctor finally identified…my…10 year long identity crisis?

Thursday, January 15th, 2009

I went to the doctor today hoping that a fresh face would give me a fresh take on my year long awkward illness.   And I’m happy to say, I think it did.  He is pretty sure that I have IBS, probably more anxiety- related than diet-related, but he thinks a serious change in my diet and some over the counter meds can help with it quite a bit.  He seems to favor discipline over medication, which is both better for me and harder for me.  As most things usually are.

What really caught me off guard, though, was his repsonse to my anxiety.  I’ve been dealing with anxiety and OCD for most of my life and only brought it up at John’s request, just to check in with it.  The doc said, “Well, of course you’re anxious!  You’re a new Mom, you just moved, you’re still trying to figure out who you are.  Sure, you’ve got a man… [I especially loved the use of the word 'man'] but that doesn’t meant you know who you are.  You probably won’t know that for 10 years or so.  Or 20.  Or 30.  I know everything is going to be ok in your life…but you don’t know that, yet.  Everything important is up in the air right now!  I know everything will be just fine, but I can’t put that into a pill for you.”

Yup.  I am apparently sick with a normal/quite typical/totally incurable case of being 25, married, a new mom with OCD and have IBS on top of it.  That mixture is sure to mix things up sometimes.  We’re definitely getting an ultrasound for the gallbladder (which he said could be a problem on top of the other things) but as for now…he wants me to a) eat better b) exercise and c) try to manage my anxiety on my own without meds.  Which I agree with.  He is hesitant to write a script that will condemn a 25 year old girl to life-long medication unless absolutely needed.

Part of me wanted some meds, but the other part of me is glad that I have someone that I felt listened to me and seriously considered what I’d been through in the last year, and just wants me to take care of myself before we try meds.  My only question is: why can’t fiber taste good???

So we’ll give this a go.  Shall we?

Am Swaddling Goddess

Wednesday, January 14th, 2009

So yes.  I got the brilliant idea today to wash BOTH of our miracle blankets at the same time.   Just a little plug, the miracle blankets are PERFECT for colicky/non-sleeping babies.  A life saver.  Anyway, on with the story.  Camper FINALLY pooed (after two days, what a horrendous situation we were in!) and then ate (even some cereal!!) and then wanted to sleep.  And YES.  My baby still likes to be swaddled.  I think it has something to do with the face slapping he likes to do, and the scratching, and the general jumpiness.  I’ve looked online at how to wean from a swaddle, but since we only swaddle his arms now anyway (his legs are too long for the swaddles now) pretty much I’m just waiting for him to naturally want out.

But anyway.  Back to my baby screaming his guts out because both swaddles are downstairs wet and waiting for their turn in the dryer.

So what do I do?

I took an old sweatshirt (from EMS, the sporty/breathy kind of fleece) and laid him on top, and then used the arms to swaddle his arms down like the miracle blanket does.  He made a contented sound, smiled at me, and fell asleep immediately.  AND this sweatshirt even wicks sweat, if I do remember correctly…which is GREAT, cause he sweats when he sleeps.  Even without blankets!  Or socks!  The only problem is…the sweatshirt is pink.  Whatev.

He can have the real deal back tonight…but until then at least I figured it out, right?

And then my mother asked me if we wanted the coupon for KY. Yup.

Tuesday, January 13th, 2009

Today my Mom and I went to a quilting store to pick out some fabric for the quilt she’s making me.  It take a lot of effort!  I’ll have to post pictures of the things I picked and the pattern.  Quilting seems…hard.  I’m tempted to make my own whilst living here…but we’ll see.  I think my plate, she is full.

The quilting shop was full of serious peeps.  You could tell by the way they felt things and laid things next to each other and nodded.  I thought there were a couple of girls who worked there with carts to put things away, and a couple of times I said, “Hey, that’s really pretty!” and picked something off their cart and brought it over for my Mom to see.  Turns out they were shoppers, those were their shopping carts, and I have no quilting store couth.

When we got home le husband ran for some groceries and used my Mom’s Price Chopper card to assist her in getting cheaper gas or miles or something?  We went through the coupons that printed out with the receipt, and one was for KY.  AWKWARD.  Hence the title of this wee post.

My mother tried a new recipe and said, “Anyone can write anonymously on the fridge if they think this one is a keeper or not.  Really.  Be honest.” Then she took a bite and said, “This is disgusting!” at which point we all admitted to trying to find the moistest parts of the “casserole?”  and eating them.  Except for John who said that he just ate what I handed him.  But I  had his back.  So at least we know where I get my cooking prowess from.  It’s hard, because when we cook something well it’s GREAT, but if we try something new and it looks suspicious…it probably is.  Maybe I’ll try and cook something tomorrow night.  We’ll have to think of something…

For the Girls

Tuesday, January 13th, 2009

He finally fits!

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The Scranton Girls (two of them, anyway) made this for Bubby when they were here for my shower this summer.  Cute, eh?

Is It YOU?

Monday, January 12th, 2009

So, person in Saint Joseph, Missouri…you got to me through your Google spreadsheet. This makes me curious. Want to let me know WHY I am your spreadsheet? Come on…TELL me! I am, as I said before…just curious :)

And then I put him in his crib and went back to SLEEP

Monday, January 12th, 2009

My baby has a pretty predictable pattern at the moment.  He USUALLY wakes up sometime in between midnight and 4am and eats, and then once more around 5 or 6 and eats, and then finally gets up for the day by around 7am.  For a baby who is in bed by 8pm most nights, I’m pretty happy with that.

But LAST NIGHT.  Oh, last night.  I’m laying in bed and hear him stirring around 2am.  Pretty typical, right?  So I go in to feed him, and is he interested in eating?  Nope.  He is WIDE AWAKE and talking and squirming around and yes, even smiling.  The smiling is cute.  But 2am?  Really baby?  I sat up with him til about 3am until I decided that if he was that happy sitting in my catatonic arms, perhaps he’d be just as happy in his crib.  So I set him in his crib, introduced him to that part of the ceiling so he could have a good chat, and went back to sleep.  I listened to him chat away on the baby monitor for about half an hour, probably, and went in there when he finally stopped talking and gurgling away happily.  He passed out around 4am, maybe?  Just to wake again around 6 just as awake and chatty.  Still not wanting to eat.  I was so tired, and apparently it showed, because John said, “Stay asleep,” and went and got him and took him downstairs.

So what was that about?  Is he growing out of nightime feeding but still used to waking up?  Cause I gotta tell you, I had no idea what to do with myself!  This morning he was overly tired and way cranky when it was time for a nap- so he obviously exhausted himself, as well.  Hmmm.  I guess we’ll see if he has a repeat performance tonight or if last night was just a fluke.

Seeking Peace

Friday, January 9th, 2009

We’ve been in MA for over two weeks now.  Looking at the dates, I could’ve sworn we’ve been here longer.  I guess it feels so long because we are still job seeking and trying to get ourselves together on this side of the world.  John has been filling out lots of applications and went yesterday to check some things out, so say a prayer that we find something soon.  Soon would be very, very good.

Today he went into the city (as in…Manhattan) to attend the temple.  I’ve never been to the Manhattan Temple, but I hope to go soon when I’ve been to the doctor and HOPEFULLY am able to travel with less discomfort.  (Next week people, hopefully we’ve figured out what it is this time…)  John and I don’t spend much time apart from one another, but since Bubby has arrived we’ve had to do more things on our own.  We take turns doing things we need/want to do that require us to be baby-free, and although I am a wee jealous that John gets to walk around the city (it would be nice to hold his hand and meander in the sunshine) I am honestly just glad he went.  For us the temple is a place where you can find extra peace, direction, and sometimes just a couple hours away from the rest of the world to center yourself and remind yourself of what is really, truly important.  And before you say it…I COMPLETELY agree, you don’t need to go to a special place to speak to God- that can happen anytime- and you don’t even need to go to a special place to hear from Him, anyone anywhere can hear from Him anytime.  BUT, sometimes it helps us feel his presence more directly when we do something special to remind ourselves to listen better.  Today John has driven a couple of hours and boarded a train and will take various other types of transport to get to the temple, at which time he will leave it all behind and hopefully have a couple hours of peaceful contemplation and hopefully feel…well…peace.  Everything will work out.

Aside from seeking for peace, and patience, I’m also seeking for some structure.  It’s so hard to feel good about what I do all day.  In some ways…it doesn’t.  When I’m snuggling Camper or talking to him or reading to him or playing with him, it feels good.  But sometimes I just feel like I’m just, here.  He honestly doesn’t need me every second, but he needs me often enough that it’s hard to do something else without interruption.  We talk and sing and read and cuddle and exercise…but what I get done in between is difficult to figure out.  Anyone have an endless list of fulfilling 15 minute activities?  I think I’m going to make it my priority to apply to school in the next few days, so at least I’m working towards that goal and getting it done.  Funnily enough, Camper doesn’t mind me being on the computer.  He likes to sit on my lap and watch me type for 20-30 minutes at a time.  Maybe he’ll learn to read this way?

We’ll see!