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Tuesday, October 6th, 2009

Gah. A Yo Gabba Gabba reference. Sickening. (Followed by a Home Alone reference.  Better.)

Musical Tuesday! In which a tired, cranky Camper with two thousand more teeth than he needs breaking through his gums sat on my lap during most of Music Together. He still laughed and smiled and had fun, but did it all while sitting on me. Just like he’s done most things these last two weeks. He wants MA MA MA MA MA. He still plays on his own, but after about 30 minutes he would like to sit in my lap and read a book please. Wait, did I say A book? I meant 5 books. (And I’m seriously considering taking about $30 of the grocery money and going to invest in new board books…because I really don’t like I’m Going on a Bear Hunt and Baby Giggles isn’t that funny anymore.) I mean, I’m ecstatic that he wants to read so much, but I wish it wasn’t because he feels cranky and needs to be held. Although I do like to hold him. I’ve spent a good chunk of the last year holding my child, as have others.

He better grow up to be a healthy adult, darnnit.

So yes. We’ve got big teeth coming in, but in OTHER NEWS, he’s slept through the night MEGA SUPER WELL with NO BOTTLES AT ALL DAY OR NIGHT for THREE DAYS NOW. And me, like the crazy woman that I am, still gets up every four hours to check on him. To sniff the air around his diaper, and if I’m feeling crazy…try to hug him. I don’t think my child has sleeping issues, I know that I do. I could just feel it last night that I was going to have an “up” night, and I seriously fear that I’m turning into my Grandma June. The one who didn’t sleep for years. The one who made the bed my mom was sleeping in when my mom simply got up to go to the bathroom. And as I find myself thinking that 2am would be a rather peaceful time to go and sweep up a bit…I realize that I’ve already bought the ticket to crazy. It’s just waiting for the right time to cash it in.

So…new things my kid is doing. The SUPER CUTEST thing is when we say, “Where is Camper?” he pats his chest. For awhile he’d pat himself if we said “Where is _______” fill in the blank with anything. But I think he’s starting to understand that Dad is Dad, Mom is Mom, Camper is Camper….and he does get mixed up if I say that we’re going out…because the way I say it kind of rhymes with his name (not Camper)…but that gets too tricky to explain unless you know his name…so I think I’ll leave that one alone now. He took a break from saying Duck and Truck, but they’re back strong as ever, and we even sat outside and watched some real trucks today, and he said, “truck” in a low whisper…almost reverent.  I loved it.  He can also get himself in and out of his Bumbo seat, which is pretty cool to watch.

It actually seems like some of the “baby” things are coming back into vogue around these parts.

#1) The Bumbo: which he didn’t really dig as a smaller baby.  He loves it now, uses it as a drum and sits in it to watch TV or read.

#2) Baby food: He wouldn’t have ANY of it for a long while…so all those frozen purees just sat in the freezer.  But now that he’s all about the SPOON, he’ll down whatever I give him, as long as it is thick enough to cling to the spoon without having to balance it.

#3) The comfort blanket: Now, in addition to the BIG blanket that I lay out over his mattress, he must have one of the small receiving type blankets to sleep with as well.  And to crawl around with.  And on the back of his high chair.  And in the car seat.

We’ll have to see how this goes.

So here are a few random shots from the last week, just to round out this otherwise coherent post.

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Did I mention we got a slide AND a cube from craigslist?  Thanks for your help, guys.

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Morningtime in new PJs.

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I’m teaching him to sort laundry.

The End.

My chief complaints about life right now.

Saturday, September 26th, 2009

1) I am addicted to my blog. Seriously people. I.can’t.stop.
2) I have discovered a new obsession, which I must try to keep at bay, and fear that I am becoming a hippie. (Green cleaning, anyone?) Remember the last obsession? It’s working out pretty well, but I don’t want to lose sleep until I have a collection of BPA free spray bottles and assorted natural oils. And whatnot. I must stay calm.
3) I can’t afford a steam mop.
4) I can’t remember what I used to think about before I started coveting steam mops.
5) My kid has a cough, which wakes him up and makes him miserable. And I can’t sleep while sitting on the toilet in a room full of steam.
6) Steam makes me feel clammy and ew. (This is less connected to the mop, which will not make me sticky and ew, and more connected to the only way to get my kid to stop coughing.)
7) Did I mention the cough? Now I know why my Mom used to seem ticked off about the whole coughing thing. (On the bright side, I held a very beautiful/new baby girl at Music Together today, and was this close — to wanting a newer baby. In addition to the one I have. The cough is taking care of that desire.)
8) I discovered through the medical marvel called the Internet that cough syrup might be a conspiracy, and dangerous, and wasteful. And then my hope for sleep tonight died.
9) WTF Vicks Vapo Rub Humidifier thing? Why aren’t you working? SALT? You want more SALT?
10) My husband is more tired than I am after spending his entire Saturday taking crazy exams. Which means BRING IT ON cough. I CAN TAKE YOU. ALONE.  WITH MY GLASSES FOGGED BY STEAM AND MY BACK HURTING FROM THE STUPID RACK ON THE BACK OF THE TOILET. Yeah.  (Until I cry and then go to sleep while my disheveled and weary husband rides out the night with the Camper.  Nevermind. I can do it.)

Megaflux

Sunday, September 20th, 2009

So right now we are in a state of megaflux. For so long it’s been “WHEN IS SOMETHING GOING TO CHANGE??!!??” and now that it’s changing, it’s STILL not happening fast enough for me.

Impatient, much?

John has a new job offer. They are being slow about the paperwork. He was supposed to be able to start last week. Turns out they are doing all kinds of background check stuff, which makes sense since it’s an auditing/loss prevention position. But COME ON. LET’S FIGURE OUT HOW OUR LIFE WILL BE SCHEDULED, SHALL WE? We’re in between moving on and having to think about him still going to NY to work because we can’t afford a week of just non-working. Luckily I start work this week, and if that can get us through til HE starts, we’ll be golden.

As stated: I also have a new job, and start Tuesday. I work one day, then move to nights. Fun fun.

I also have 2-4 new piano students to work into the unknown life schedule. You can only cram so many into Tuesdays, huh?

Camper has his 1 year appointment tomorrow. I’m proud to show my boy off. I really like his doctor.

Playgroup, Day 2

Wednesday, September 9th, 2009

So I have like…three mommies I like in playgroup.  I’m sure I’d like more if I could get around that circle and talk to them.  Camper likes all the babies, and spent a lot of time today “laying down” like some of the babies he saw around him.  He’s crawl around and then come back to the blanket and lay down like he was having a nap, all the while grinning at the baby having “tummy time” next to him.  And all the while I’m grinning like a loon at the parents around me like, “Isn’t my kid so AWESOME!?” and they’re looking at me like, “Get over yourself.”

He was especially cute today during the Itsy Bitsy (or Ensy Weensy?) Spider.  He DID THE MOTIONS all on his own.  The teacher was astounded.  I know!  Even with me giving him early, brain-crippling milk!!!

Today a very sweet mom with a very sweet (and BIG!) 9 month old was telling us about how here doctor wanted her to let her baby cry it out at night and not feed her.  “She’s big enough to sleep through.”  Well I don’t know why doctors think that emotional development has so much to do with weight, but I just don’t buy it.   I remember that anxiety of hearing the doctor say my baby did not need to eat or be comforted during the night, and knowing that I couldn’t let my baby feel hungry or scared. I told her that she is the mom and she can feed her baby whenever she wants.  I told her that I tried for months to get Camper on a “sleeping and feeding routine” only to realize that all the work was for nothing.  There were maybe two things I did that helped in the end, and his sleeping has varied greatly for as long as he has been on this planet.  I should have just chilled and gone with the flow.  I still feed him if he wakes up hungry after 6 or 8 hours of sleep.

Other than that, it was fine.  I don’t feel like we really do a lot during the playgroup.  There is a lot of product placement going on.  I mean, I have a lot of kid stuff, but these mommies make me feel like I need to have a LOT OF STUFF.  There are a few rhymes, some dancing.  I have yet to see a promised bagel.  Mostly the moms sit around and talk, and the woman who runs it (how is she qualified? I wonder?) talks about stuff.  I could totally run these things,  for sure.  Any of us could.  Maybe I’ll have to try one of these on my own sometime.  It’d be cheaper, huh?  I wonder if I could poach my friend-mommies to come over to my house and do it without paying, and then we can just listen to music and play without the fee. Hmmmmm.

Books

Monday, September 7th, 2009

IMG_1378This was the bookshelf in our first apartment.  This is one of three things that Camper smiled at first.  It’s a toss up between this, his Daddy, and a picture of Jesus.  And yes, I was jealous of all three.  He used to smile at this bookshelf anytime he saw it.  AND if he got fussy and we sat him near it in his bouncy chair, he was a happy wee baby again.
Weird.

So the other day I did what I SWORE I’d never do.  I put Bubby’s books away.  I put a shelf on the floor filled with all his board books and soft books, and took all of the beautiful books that I love and put them on the top shelf in his closet.  I can still get them to read, but usually I just stick with the board books so that he can turn the pages, too.

And maybe you just said, “Yeah? And…..”  Well, I have serious issues with this.  This might seem silly, but it’s actually something that I’ve been thinking about a lot, and I’m not sure I’m going about this the right way.

I feel like children’s books are FOR children, that by hiding them away I make the sacred when really, they are meant to be loved and worn.  But here’s the problem.  He RIPS THE CRAP OUT OF THEM.  He drives them around the floor like trucks (ok, he drives EVERYTHING around on the floor like trucks)(brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr) and bends the covers and chews on their pages.

Part of me feels bad, but part of me thinks that I want him to learn to respect books.  Not destroy them.  Books are serious business to this family.  He can totally be a reader or not a reader- that’s cool.  As long as he CAN read, but for the record…about 90% of my dates with my husband have been to bookstores.  Including our first date.

Camper seems to like books.  He looks at them on his own.  He points at things in the pictures as we read.  He likes to sit on my lap and read, and will be gentle if he’s in the mood for reading, but that is usually only around naptime or bedtime.

Right now the only paper book that’s “out” is one I found the other day called The House in the Night.  I’ve searched for a long time for a book I could read every day, and this is definitely it.  The illustrations are beautiful, the words so comforting.  I keep in on a shelf above the chair where we sit to read.  He can’t reach it without me.

The house in the night

I let him play with his board books all he wants.

Do you think I’m a mean mommy?  Will my kid still love to read?

At what age can you trust them alone with books?

Ack.

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Upside Down

Sunday, September 6th, 2009

Yesterday John and I spent a very nice day traveling, in the temple, being together.  I had only small amounts of anxiety about leaving my kid…which is the nice thing about live-in grandparents. (Or wait…are we the live in’s…anyway…)  They know the routine.  They know when the routine isn’t going to work.  They can both try to keep the rules and go with the flow.  I’m am confident that Camper had a very good day.

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It wasn’t until we got home that everything went pear shaped.  He woke up about half an hour after we got home and FLIPPED OUT.  Snot running down his face, couldn’t breath, couldn’t go to sleep.  Just miserable.  It took a BAP to calm him down and get him to sleep again.  Two hours later, up again.  This time the trick was some cuddle-time in mom and dad’s bed, Saturday Night Football (he was probably the only one interested in what we were seeing) and eventually, about 15 minutes of King Fu Panda.  All the while I’m trying to figure out whether this is a cold?  teething?  extreme gas pains?  He was snotty, red-nosed, drooly, congested, burpy and otherwise gassy, and just plan unhappy.  I wondered if it was because we had been gone all day?  Who knows.  I got him down again…and a few minutes later…up again.  I ended up sleeping on the floor of his room, catering to him every hour or two like a newborn, and even spent a couple of hours laying on the floor with him.  He got some sleep, I did not.  Not with the vaporizer puffing away in the corner.  All I had to do was fall into a deep enough sleep to not notice him crawling away, and we’d be adding burns to his list of maladies.  He woke up at 4:30 or 5am, like he’s been doing this week (someone, please! help me!) and seemed happier to be playing and awake.  I think it was 6 when I went in to John and asked for him to take a turn, which he did.  And I went to sleep.  And woke up at 10am.  The time church starts.

Crap.

So we missed church, which John and I were actually both looking forward to.  My Dad was recently called into the bishopric and was going to speak today- it kind of feels like we missed something special.

But we got to see some special things staying home from church, too.  Like Camper pooing in the bath.  (Inaugrual event.)  And Camper puking on his highchair tray.  (Not an inaugural event.)  You know, exiting stuff like that. I got to do laundry even on a SUNDAY because…well…SPECIAL bedding is SPECIAL.

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A few naps later, and some food and water throughout the day, and he seems okish.  Still stuffy.  Maybe teething?  But let’s just cross our fingers and hope we get some sleep tonight.

Because another night of being up and another day of trying to sleep is no fun.  I prefer my life rightside up, thank you very much.

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And tonight, in the position of prominence…we have the llama.

Thursday, August 27th, 2009

For about a week now my Dad’s hat has been the “item” that Camper kept hidden behind the big blue chair.  As the last hour’s madness dies down and I finally figure out how to plug my laptop IN, I settle down on the couch and realize that the llama has taken the hat’s place.  Take it for what you will.  Maybe he’s telling me he’d really like some wool soakers???

Anyway.

After I put Camper in bed about an hour and a half ago, I heard some weird coughing.  This is not abnormal for my son, who likes to choke on his own spit.  John says he gets it from my brother Jonathan.  (Seriously, this might be true.  He chokes on nothing all of the time.)  Then I heard Camper talking to himself.  If he stays awake for more than 10 minutes it usually means one thing.  Poop.  Not this time people, this time it was puke.  I went in there to find him patting it.  A little pile of weird chunky orange puke.

Yum.

So I changed his sheets, threw his SPECIAL BLANKET in the washer with the backup SPECIAL BLANKET that I bought this week and haven’t bothered to wash yet (smart), and prayed that I could find another fleece blanket in our assortment of baby blankets that rarely get used these days.  I did, and Camper and I settled into the chair in his room.  I went to nuzzle his baby hair, and got a face full of puke.  ON TOP OF HIS HEAD.  All I can think is that he was either rubbing it in his hair (I have a theory about this.  Whenever he comes across an unknown substance or something particularly goey, he rubs in on top of his head.  Maybe the soft spot is a conduit into some kind of “substance identification” ap that babies are born with. Anyway.)  or he did one of his new and almost perfected triangle head/hand/foot downward dog wannabe stands in it.  Needless to say, the bed got restripped, the blanket I found thrown in the wash along with the PJ’s he was wearing, and he got a BAP! at 6:45 pm.

So now I’m still doing laundry.  I hope he’s not sick and just choked on some spit and up came cheesy bread…sickness would suck.  Poor little guy.  He’s sleeping now, and his blankets are in the dryer.

First nighttime puking experience I’ve ever had.

First of many, I hope not.

To Write About…

Wednesday, August 26th, 2009

We went down to visit the school I wish to attend this winter.  We brought the Bubbs.  I think that his 11th month will officially be known as the month of much kissing.  He LOVES giving kisses.  More on that later.  Also more on the fact that he imitated some sea gulls today, and the absolute hilarity of watching him watch them, hear them, wrinkle his forehead and form his mouth just to go, “Ahhhh, ahhhhh” and then laugh.  As if he were talking to the sea gulls.  In the parking lot.

Also, we now feed him fast food occasionally.  Criticism: GO!

He also loves to point at stuff.  And was absolutely overwhelmed when I set him down in one of those middle of the mall play with other children places.  I was overwhelmed, too.

Also: I received my Hotsling, and will be doing a review of it shortly.  (As in, some time this week).  I dug it today.  It’s pretty.  I don’t have to fuss with it as much as the MayaWrap.

The diapers have still not arrived, but we’re making do.

And I’m tired.

And I got to shave my legs today because my husband was watching the Bubbs while I showered.

SWEET.

remember when I shaved my legs EVERY DAY?

oh my.

Good night.

Also, READ THE LAST POST!!!

One more thing

Monday, August 24th, 2009

If you are going to order cloth diapers, definitely go with:

Mom’sMilkBoutique.com

Jeanine told me about this site.  It offers free shipping (which we all know I love) and I wrote and asked them a question on sizing last night after 10pm, and I already got a VERY helpful answer back by 10am.  I’m very impressed.  They also charge you less the more diapers you buy.

Thanks for the help, Jeanine!!

Wondering

Saturday, August 15th, 2009

I wonder why

this theme

won’t let me space things.